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lol yea, happy valentine's day or something... everyone's bringing chocolate to school and gorging it :/ i, instead, helped two friends get rid of their stalkers...
so, today i was talking with my friend when suddenly a group of girls who were one grade level higher than me burst into my class... one of them went straight to my friend and the rest stayed back near the door. she directly said to my friend (lets call him X) and said "hey x i know im older than you but i really like you". that bastard x pointed to me and said "sorry taken" even though there was nothing between us. she looked so sad when she walked out with her friends i just hope she doesn't become a yandere and torture me or something and now the rest of the class won't shut up about it. x said it was better than a flat out rejection e.g. "i dont know you who the fuck are you get away from me" so okay i guess. still hope she doesnt go all yandere on me bc omfg yanderes irl? NOPE, NOPE. NOPE.
along came another one. this one had to be dragged all the way by her friends. and her friends are the one who spoke. which is kinda weird. but, ehhh... they dragged y outside and slammed the door in our faces. which is just plain r u d e. i wrenched the door from her (with my superhuman powers woooooo) and dragged my friend back inside and y started piling chairs behind the door. literally.
and so i spent a day limiting my music to vocaloid and theme songs and gorging chocolate and freeloading.
so, today i was talking with my friend when suddenly a group of girls who were one grade level higher than me burst into my class... one of them went straight to my friend and the rest stayed back near the door. she directly said to my friend (lets call him X) and said "hey x i know im older than you but i really like you". that bastard x pointed to me and said "sorry taken" even though there was nothing between us. she looked so sad when she walked out with her friends i just hope she doesn't become a yandere and torture me or something and now the rest of the class won't shut up about it. x said it was better than a flat out rejection e.g. "i dont know you who the fuck are you get away from me" so okay i guess. still hope she doesnt go all yandere on me bc omfg yanderes irl? NOPE, NOPE. NOPE.
along came another one. this one had to be dragged all the way by her friends. and her friends are the one who spoke. which is kinda weird. but, ehhh... they dragged y outside and slammed the door in our faces. which is just plain r u d e. i wrenched the door from her (with my superhuman powers woooooo) and dragged my friend back inside and y started piling chairs behind the door. literally.
and so i spent a day limiting my music to vocaloid and theme songs and gorging chocolate and freeloading.
SCREAMS TO ANNOUNCE MY RETURN
HELLO
its me
SO,,,
as some of you may have realized ive been pretty much dead for a few months (was it months?) and i havent replied to neither skype chats nor messages
been offline, sorry about that
a couple of things broke and a couple of things got messed up but everythings ok now!!
i think im just at that point in my life where things start getting rly rly fucked up that i cant even do my own shit anymore
but yeah, i havent really been drawing for myself much and there was nothing to upload
and i dont guarantee that i'll be active here, and i dont think i'll ever be as active as i was
life is just rly busy
it sucks
BUT,,,
i do
clearing out my gallery
i'm going to hide all my shame in scraps lmao
its gonna take a long time but im not gonna delete everything; just move them to places
i'll keep my personal favorites though
but anyway i dont like my gallery the way it is now
so
yeah its kinda like a fresh start without actually starting over so hey
but anyway if you're looking for something, please look in scraps
thats it lmao peace out
alternatives to paint tool sai?
so ive recently for the past few days/weeks been using the windows 10 beta. everything was fine, everything was cool. it looks great, clean fresh, great job windows. even some of my games run smoother for some reason. fuck yes, windows 10~~!!!
except one thing.
i cant open paint tool sai, at all.
and apparently a lot of people have been having the same problems as well.
so i do have photoshop installed in my computer but as sai is my primary means of producing "art" im pretty much lost here.
is there any alternative to paint tool sai that anyone can recommend to me?
i mean i dont even know if anyone reads my journals but im putting it o
a little explanation on my absence~
ok i know i keep saying that i'll try to be more active and all that jazz but i mean
idk everytime i want to draw i end up not liking the end results and then even though i upload it to my stash i never rly upload it? i mean i havent been able to draw something im actually proud of and i think is actually worth clogging up your inbox with so yeah thats part of the reason of me being inactive.
but i'll try.
i might even post the things i dont particularly like just for the sake of posting something. i mean, i think ive come to this point where im just confused with my art in general and i dont really know what im doing and where im going wi
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was the rejected friend Asia...?